one sided accounts on events of my life

I really can't describe last week. It was pangs' first week here at Pramerica after having 3 months of vacation. I'm so happy that we can now see each other at least 5 days a week. But also last week, we got so many things to accomplish. First we needed to fix most of the errors found by our users at the same time we were supposed to study mario's code since it was also mario's last week. As a result we had a 7 to sawa schedule. Here is a wrapped up of my week..

pretty in pink monday
pangs' first day in the office and she was wearing a pink blouse. She looks so pretty in that dress and to be honest, the only reason I decided to write this "wrapped-up" is to be able to mention that.

a usully tiring tuesday
it is a quite normal day for me. Normal since I do stuff's that I normally do everyday like eat, drink, debug.. The only difference is that our working sched, it started at 8 in the morning and it ended 10 pm. "utang na loob pa namin at pinauwi kmi that day"

chef angelo's wednesday
sir p and j treated us at chef angelo during lunch. I've never seen so much food in my life. Ok, that is an overstatement but they order so much food that we have a whole and a half pizza, a whole plate of pasta and chicken as a leftover.

22 1/2 hour thursday
it was very long thursday. Many things happened, some were good, some were not so good, some I can't mention here, some I rather not.

we've been here or not friday
I was a good friday for us, we never had a fight inspite of arguing whether it was our first time in mexicali or not. Now, we can both agree that we had been there.

you're my savior saturday
pangs' saved my life, literally. Thanks pangs. >:D< im alone sunday
my mother almost walk out this morning, it seems to her that noone wants to celebrate her birthday with her. We all agreed yesterday that we are going to eat for lunch but my father came home only this morning. My sister woke me up and told me that my mother have been crying since and decided to go else where alone. Thanks God that we were able to convice her to wait for us or else we will go with her without taking a bath first. hehe

And thats my week. Ok there are things that I did not mention but those are things that I will not be able to forget. No need to put it in a journal.

So many thing I wanna write. Every morning, I always have this idea of what I will write. Sometime it's about my dreams, or something about me that I haven't told you, or just a qoute from a song, or a description on how happy I am on what pangs did for me ( or to me... hehehe) .

...... but at the end the day I lost all of my ideas. At the end of the day, my brain was so drain that only I can only think of two things, that is "im so tired" and that i miss my pangs so much! I always hope that it is already 2006, at least, by that time, it doesn't matter how bad my day will be, I know that at the end of the day I'll be in my pangs arms.

pangs, missyou na!

I never knew such a day could come
And I never knew such a love
Could be inside of one
And I never knew what my life was for
But now that you're here I know for sure
I never knew till I looked in your eyes
I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life
And I never knew that my heart could feel
So precious and pure
One love so real
Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Now baby the days and the weeks
And the years will roll by
But nothing will change the love inside
Of you and I
And baby I'll never find any words
That could explain
Just how much my heart my life
My soul you've changed
Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
I'm your woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you
No touch has ever felt so wonderful
(You are incredible)
And a deeper love I've never known
(I'll never let you go)
I swear this love is true
(Now and forever to youto you)
Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
You're my woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how much I love you
With one touch of my hand
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just spend my life with you
(Forever here with you)
Can I just spend my life with you
Can I just see you every morning when I
Open my eyes

I wrote this one last November 2 but never really finished it..

"Last Sunday, I was invited by pangs' mom to go with them to Norsagaray. We got lost! to make things worst, we cant get exact instuction how to get there. all they can say is "Deretso lang po". Bastos, muntik ka kaming makarating ng fairview kaka-deretso namin! lol! When we finally reached Angat and nakita na namin yung farm ng tito ni geri, we den look for the way in. Sabi ng father ni pangs sa gilid daw yung daan, pero kahit anong tingin namin, ala kaming makita na daan! Masukal yung "daan" na sinasabi, Ano ginawa namin? E di ano pa, dumeretso, if nagsasalita yung pick-up nila malamang ang ngreklamo na yun! Pag dating namin sa dulo ng road, DEAD END! hehehehe, So tawag na si Ate Charry ( kapal, nakiki-ATE lol) sa tito nila, sabi sa kanya kailangan namin bumalik dun sa main road, ng U-turn na kami, habang pabalik kami, sabi ng Daddy ni Pangs "parang me dumadaan naman dito", sagot ni geri "cyempre tau!" hehehhe"

im been looking forward for this year since November I think. Why? well I'm not sure if can reveal it here this early (pangs haven't mention it in her blog) but it has something to do with changes and plans.

It is January 1 today and some says that it is a good time to look back on everything that happened last year. So let me present you my Year-Ender Special! hehe

1. Last year is a "TRILOGY ENDER YEAR" with both Matrix and Lord of the Rings ended this year. I do have a luxury of watching both movies on its first week of screening..

2. 2004 is also my first year as a contructor and my first client is Prumerica. But before that, I was first interviewed by Sir Felix and Sir Phil and that was the day I first saw my pangs, and for me at that time she is simply unattainable.

3. August 27, 2004. I will never forget that day. After months of "pagpapa-cute", I finally got to hold pangs' hand. It is the first time I got really excited on just holding someone's hand. I don't know but there something I felt that time that make me want to hold her hand for as long as I could. I guess you know what it is.

4. SONYA'S GARDEN, on one friday afternoon, pangs was officially mine!

5. Pangs first birthday with me, and we were at Isabela. FYI: to this date, Isabela was the farthest placed I had been.

There a lot more things I will definitely remember about last year, may be I'll mention them next time.

misyounapangsko!